I cant wait to start ABC Monday and start shifting this weight.
I went out with some friends last night. It was good but not good also. I came home feeling really sad and cried all night.
I hate being me. I want to be someone who does not love and who does not feel. It hurts too much.
I have ordered Nikki Grahemes autobiography, all about her struggle with anorexia. Hopefully it will be some thinspiration/motivation for me during the next few weeks.