Sometimes I hide from myself. I think if I ignore something it doesnt exist. My ED, this blog... :(
It hurts loving someone who doesnt love you back.
Truly madly deeply in love. And yet they will never want you.
This hurts me. It breaks my heart.
I eat cereal, with sugar, knowing it will never make me feel better. Seeking comfort in something that I know I will hate myself for.
Im in love and I hate it. Im obsessed with food and I hate it. Mostly, I hate me.